My sent...

Ha! Okay, I couldn't resist these. They're things I said to David while drinking March 22 in the AM. They aren't too bad and it's only a few. I just thought it was funny.

"Ew i don't even wafm to say what just happened"

"uh i freaking smell"

"I like how my head spins."

"Ha ha :) you make me happy. I'm really cold."

New Chapter

David :)

This are a quite a bit smaller, but oh so cute and made me happy.

"yaaay. i missed you for the 3 days i havnt seen you."

Mar 22, 252am

- :D

"vulnerable to what? i wouldnt ever try to take advantage of or hurt you so you dont have anything to worry about from me"

Mar 22, 258am

-I had been drinking and was telling him everything I was thinking. I told him I don't normally do that because I don't like being vulnerable.

"i would never want to do that. if anything i ever do comes anywhere close to doing you any wrong in any way promise me you will let me know."

Mar 22, 302am

-That was after I told him I was afraid because my last boyfriend hurt me a lot for a long time.

"of course i wont let it. i like you a lot too Ali"

Mar 22, 304am

-I promised him and told him a really don't want anything to go wrong because I really like him.

"sooooo yeah... did you pass out? if you did i'm going to worry until i know you're fine then i'm going to laugh. probably a lot. at your expense."

Mar 22, 331am

-After I fell asleep talking to him. Made me laugh. I was very...silly that night.

"well please just text me whenever you wake up to let me know that you're okay, okay? i miss you. see you soon. xox"

Mar 22, 338am

-After I didn't answer the previous one because I was sleeping. He is so damn cute!

"will do, and really dont worry about it. i chose to deal with you when i chose to be with you"

Mar 22, 750am

-I woke up and assured him I was alright now. I apologized a couple times for him having to deal with me that night. Too sweet :]

"yaay i've been wanting to see you since you left on friday"

Mar 23, 1243am

-We were talking about me coming home the next day and I told him I couldn't wait to see him.

"how can i miss you after having just spent 14 hours with you?"

Mar 24, 417am

-Oh gosh, I just love this. This was maybe five minutes after Kate and I dropped him off after the Starwars marathon.

"awwww. i miss you. you should be here for me to hold and call my own. xxox"

Apr 2, 232am

-He had been drinking. I originally was supposed to stay up there and hang out with him that night, but I went home so they could have a guys' night.

"you're beautiful"

Apr 10, 525pm

-I don't even know, I hadn't seen him at all that day. It was random and without reason. But totally made my day :)

"4 wonderful months with Ali Weibel!"

July 16, 149am

-Facebook status on our anniversary. There was a similar one on our 3 month.

"oh, you know... kinda boring. no cute girl to distract me from my work."

May 13, 627pm

-He was at school and I was home and couldn't come up. It was just adorable.

"iiiiiiiiiiffffff you were all safe in my house? more specifically all warm and snug in my bed? and even MORE specifically all warm and safe in my arms?"

June 23, 218am

-We were talking about something or another and I said, "you know what would be even better," or something along those lines. He hit the nail on the head.

"hey, no real reason behind this text, just wanted to say i'm thinking about you and i love you"

July 21, 254pm

-Random, middle of the say while I was at practice. Made. My. Day.

"i miiiiiiissssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuu!!!

[7/23/10 10:38:01 PM] David Bohman: i didnt get to see you today.

[7/23/10 10:38:08 PM] David Bohman: i wanted to.

[7/23/10 10:38:30 PM] David Bohman: i love you. that is all for now."

-Skype. He left this message for me while I was...well...not on. Isn't he wonderful?!

"you must really be tired, should i let you get to sleep?

[7/24/10 3:15:19 AM] David Bohman: ok, i'm going to take this as a "yes David, dear, I am feeling rather fatigued at the moment and would rather resume this exchange of dialogue at a later date and time. I appriciate your kind understanding and look forward to our next encounter. I love you and bid you farewell and good night."

[7/24/10 3:21:56 AM] David Bohman: to which i would of course respond in kind: "Ah! Yes! Of course, you have had a long day and require rest for tomorrow's festivities. Sleep well my fair maiden till you wake well rested and ready to start a new day! In parting i wish you to sleep well. I love you dearly my sweet little princess and eagerly await the moment when i can once again hold you in my arms warm embrace."

[7/24/10 3:33:49 AM] David Bohman: I love you Ali. Good night ^-^"

-Skype. Love this boy.

And there's been countless more that I didn't save or he said verbally so I don't have recorded. Unfortunately.

"i love you and dont want to say good night but i already said good night but i dont want to go to sleep because that means like 8 hours of no contact with you and that makes me not happy..

good night Ali my sweet beautiful amazing cute sexy fun lovely adorable girl friend!"

8/5/10 1:56 AM

-Skype when I fell asleep on video chat. Which reminds me!

"You're so beautiful when you're sleeping."

Aug. 3, sometime.

-He said this to me when I fell asleep laying on him that night while we were looking at thing on the computer. It really meant a lot to me, because it actually means he thinks I'm beautiful. I mean without me trying. :)

"Hey! you fell asleep on our skype date and you looked very beautiful. then i felt creepy for watching you sleep... but that didnt last very long because your screen dimmed and i couldnt see you anymore and i was sad cuz i like your face. now i'm leaving you a message for you to wake up to saying that i love you very much and i cant wait to see you tomorrow. good night baby, sleep tight and dont knock your computer off your bed while sleeping... that would be bad"

Aug. 19, 236 am

-OhmygoshIlovehim.

Finale

Go outside and look at the stars. They're beautiful...

...Goodbye.

Oct. 11, 530am

Psyche!

There are two more I've gotten actually.

Hey. I'm going to sleep. So i won't respond to anything you send after you receive this message. I just want you to know that i miss you. So much. I really do. And i hate that i hurt you. And i know you don't understand why, but i had to do what i did. And thank you for respecting that. I Love You, and i always will. And i miss you. Sweet dreams, Ali.

Sep. 9, 12:13am

There was also another one worth saving that I didn't. Because I suck. It basically said that he loved me for more than just my looks. That he loved everything about me and he always has and will.

Oct. 1, some time.

He also said something to me I want to make note of. Because I love it:

We were talking about what would happen if I started dating someone else. He said once he gets everything straightened out in his life, he's going to come in on a horse(because it'd be more fun that way) like a knight and kick the guy's ass, sweep me off my feet, and carry me away so we can live happily ever after. GMH

Oct. 3

That's it.

That's all there'll be. Phone is cleared. That's all there'll ever be.

Sent

I'm not quite as talented with words and I also don't save hardly anything that I sent. But these were the ones I saved because I felt they covered the most I suppose.

Because something so simple like seeing you can completely stun me. When I see you, my heart beat increases and I can't stop smiling. And then when you look back at me, my breath gets thick and my thoughts go insane. I can't think straight, I smile uncontrollably, and I have trouble breathing. I look for you all the time so I can go through it all again. And that's only when I look at you. When we touch, my heart leaps and I melt. I instantly feel safer than I've ever felt and I feel warm inside. Even when it's freezing out. It's like an energy radiates off of you that renders me senseless. And when we kiss, I don't feel anything besides you. Everything disappears and nothing else matters. I feel, hear, smell, taste, and see only you. That's the feeling I love the most. It's better than my heart racing or melting or breathing. My heart beat matches yours, I become synched with you, and breath belongs to you. That's the feeling I love the most. You. I Love You the most.

Jan 21, 9:29pm

If we were, I'd live in a state of absolute bliss. I'd hold you in my arms every night and sleep soundly with dreams of you. Then I'd wake up and smile seeing you next to me. I'd come see you at every concert and tell you how incredible you were afterward, since without a doubt, you would be. I'd baby you when you are sick. I'd pull you out of your seat at one of those fancy places and we'd dance in an aisle way between tables to the music or band while we wait for out food. And we'd laugh about it once they asked us to sit down. We'd be silly together and give each other a hard time to brighten the day. My life would be perfect. I'd love you more and more every single day for the rest of my life. We'd be happy together and I'd Love You forever.

Jan 26, 12:29am

Ok so you and I were in this house with a bunch of people. I don't know who they were, but we did in the dream. You were in some kind of contest where you did a lot of different games. A bunch of girls were trying to get with you but you only wanted me :) That made me super happy. And then I don't remember much, but we were in a big plantation like house--coincidence? I think not--and we were in the front yard. It was big and flat with some trees. And out comes a 12ish year old boy named Gabriel with dark hair and dark eyes and a 6ish year old girl named Kaida with curly blonde hair and light blue eyes. And some other man was with us, but I don't know who he is. We were all happy and I loved it.

Apr 4, 4:31pm

Do you hear me

talking to you,

across the water,

across the deep blue

ocean

under the open sky

oh my, baby I'm trying.

Boy, I hear you

in my dreams

I feel you whisper

across the sea

keep you with me

in my heart.

You make it easier

when life gets hard.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend,

lucky to have been

where I have been.

Lucky to be coming home again.

They don't know how long it takes

They don't know how long it takes

waiting for a love like this.

Every time we say goodbye

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss.

I'll wait for you,

I promise you I will.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend,

lucky to have been

where I have been.

Lucky to be coming home again.

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,

Lucky to be coming home someday.

And so I'm sailing

through the sea

to an island

to an island

where we'll meet.

You'll feel the music

fill the air

I'll put a flower

flower

in your hair.

Through the breezes,

through the trees

are all so pretty,

you're all I see.

As the world keeps spinning round,

You hold me right here, right now.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend,

lucky to have been

where I have been.

Lucky to be coming home again.

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed,

Lucky to be coming home someday.

I Love You :)

Apr 12, 11:42pm

Messages

I'm deleting these from my phone. But I'm afraid if I do, I'll regret it later like I have in the past. So I'll put them here to save them.

Do you really want me to have to repeat myself? Do you need me to say how special you are to me? That your every single touch sends a shock through my skin and sends a fire through my veins? Do I need to say that I literally have gotten lost looking in your eyes hoping, praying that I wouldn't find my way out? That the sound of your voice sounds sweeter and more pleasing than a choir? That when I'm around you my brain shuts down, I stop thinking, and that I just try to absorb your presence as long as I can without worrying about scaring you off of freaking you out? Yes, Ali Weibel, you are incredibly special.

Nov 30

Ali, my dearest, my love, my life and my everything, you make me feel more alive inside than I've ever felt before. You make me feel like I'm the luckiest person on earth. You make me feel special, unique, one of a kind, and loved. You make my life seem like it's more worth living than ever before. I realized I've spent life living a shell of an existence. Thoughts of you make me smile. Seeing you makes me catch fire. When you touch my skin, it goes numb as the inside of me burns and electricity courses through my veins right into my heart. Being with you taught me how to live, how to care, and mostly How to Love. You accept me for who I am. Even though I'm 'superhuman.' You are my life, you are my soul, you are my heart, my being, my compassion, my mind, my body, my spirit, and my love. I hope you are mine for eternity. You are My Love, Ali Weibel. My existence. I Love You.

Dec 30, 2:07am

I love you because you CARE about me, genuinely and truly. I see it and feel it radiating in you. You care. You are graceful-I'm envious of it. You are strong-not like my physically but emotionally and mentally. You are stunningly and breathtakingly gorgeous-eve when you aren't dressed up or don't have makeup on. And those "flaws" you pointed out? I love them just as much. Plus I love your emotion! I can read it-it burns in you. I feel like I can read it like a book. And I'll never find anyone better, My Love. I would never want anything other than you my precious Alexandra Lynn Weibel.

Jan 5, 2:16am

How could I not be though. I'm so dependent on your every move. Every word, every action, every single breath. I need to be near you. I gravitate towards you. I cling. I hold. I need you. Without you, I'd have no reason to live. If anything happened to you, I wouldn't live. I may exist, but I wouldn't be alive. I wouldn't be living. I would be a shell. Your the reason that I speak, move, and act. You are the very reason I breath. You are the reason I live. I Love You.

Jan 12 12:24am

I don't expect a response. Ali, my love, my life, my soul, and my future, I would give up my life to be with you right now. I'd rather spend a second with you than live for an eternity without you. You completely consume my being. It's wonderful and scary and overwhelming. I feel you all around me. My heart is consumed with your love and my soul is almost possessed by it. It's like you have a spell on me that makes me love you unconditionally and passionately. I'm not the only superhuman. Your powers over me control and consume my mind. You make me feel numb and cold and warm and shaky and firm and so confused how I can feel this way yet so confident that I Love You so much. You make me feel wanted- you make me feel loved. You saved me from myself. I owe you my very life. I Love You, my Ali.

Jan 14, 12:12am

You mean everything. You are my life now, Ali. You are my everything.

Jan 20, 10:17pm

What if I'd make sure we'd have a nice house. I can't promise huge, but it would be very nice. Even if I had to fix it and paint it myself. I'd give everything you'd ever need. We would travel as often as possible. I would make sure you got to hear me play as often as possible. We would go out to dinner as much as possible. Fancy places where we would have to dress up, just so I could let you know that I thought you deserved it. We would go to the Blue Whisp, cause hopefully due to the fact that I made it into CCM and I'd play there and we could get in for free, just to relax. We could sleep in on weekends and I'd make you breakfast and we could eat it and lay around in OUR bed. And I would Love You.

Jan 26, 12:12am

Have I ever told you what you are to me? You are everything. My whole life. Every move I make, every word that leaves my lips. You are the sun when it rises and falls. Every gust of wind. The air I breathe, the blood that runs in me and keeps me alive. Every beat of my heart, every little impulse sent by my nerves. You are my life, love. You are my soul itself.

Feb 22, 11:35pm

O god no. It's going to kill me to be away from you, but I'm not interested in dating anyone else. Not for the rest of my life. Just you, My Beautiful Alexandra Lynn Weibel. You're the only person in the world to me.

Mar 3, 11:00pm

Well I can't help it. I Love You. I'm so passionate about you. And you are so breathtakingly beautiful. I can't stand it. You literally make me unable to think sometimes.

Mar 22, 12:59am

Ali Weibel, I love you. I love you with every part of my being. You breathe life into my lungs after long periods of being dead. Your touch scorches, numbs, freezes, and invigorates my skin all at the same time. Your affection pours into me and runs into my body and through it, spreading into every crevice and chasm of my being. You love me, and I love you back. You are my life. I just thought I would let you know. I Love You.

Mar 24, 12:24am

I LOVE YOU SO SO VERY MUCH

Apr 2, 11:18pm

I'm thinking I love you. God. Be psychic :-) You're amazing.

Apr 8, 11:33pm

Yes. I told you. I think love lasts forever. Even if we break up, I'll still love you more than I love anyone else. And you mean so much to me. I'll always be with you in some way shape or form. Whether as a husband, a friend, or maybe just someone looking out for you like a guardian angel. I'll always be there for you and looking out for you. I swear.

Jul 29, 2:14pm